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summer. so far, you have been terrible.

my cat had to be put to sleep after having seizures. it was so terrifying to watch a cat convulse so uncontrollably the way he did. the image is embedded into my mind and i can’t get rid of it. RIP. Mystic. aka Rivs.

I won’t go into details about something that happened at work, but I’m pretty much super uncomfortable to work with this certain person now. So much so that I actually told my managers to not schedule us together anymore. But I just got the chance to tell them today. so I still have to work with this person tomorrow and friday and saturday and I couldn’t be more nervous and worried about it. and to make matters worse, i’m suspended from working with money until july 27th. hello shitty hours and ushing shifts for 6 weeks.

my grandpa was diagnosed a while ago with prostate cancer. he’s not doing well. in fact these past two days he all the sudden has become really bad. I feel terrible about it. my grandpa has always been in terrific shape. his yard work and back yard was his life and now he can barely walk. it’s so hard to see him like that when he was perfectly fine 6 months ago. we all know it’s only a matter of days before he passes. my grandpa has always been an inspiration to me. he has the most positive attitude towards everything. i wish i could be like that. i long to be like that. i admire him for it. he told me the other day when i saw him: “I keep praying that you all aren’t praying for me to stay longer.” he knows his time has come and he wants to go. he embraces it. i’m going to miss him. i really love him and it’s going to suck when he’s gone.

Posted 12 months ago with 2 notes
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